Change is good.

Change is something that I never thought I would like, something that always scared the crap out of me.  But for some reason, the past changes have made me so very happy that I couldn't want anything else. 

I have learned: 

• that I have never really heard Jesus' voice so clearly
• I can't do this thing called life by myself 
• in order to grow I have to pray, worship, and fast
• my friends absolutely make my life
• my family is wonderful with all of their idiosyncrasies
• being at home 24/7 is like me at 17 everyday
• I am not over my father's death
• I am a child of the most high God and am blessed beyond belief
• I absolutely have a calling on my life, I have figured it out, and it scares me beyond belief
• the only way to get my emotions out is by talking - even scarier
• I can't please everyone
• my past is forgiven because it is under the blood - that one's hard
• I want a deeper relationship with God, but I have to let go of me
• going back to school and taking the CPA test is daunting
• my life has taken many turns and sometimes I don't believe I actually did those things
• one of my dearest friends lives in Australia and that kills me some days
• I am a big girl now and I don't know how to deal with it
• to make friends, AGAIN, is hard
• I've never felt the power of God within me until Sunday
• my body is only a vessel for God's Spirit, not of me, but to focus His power to the world around me

There is so much more that I just don't know how to put into words.  There is so much changing and wisdom that He is instilling in me from the people around me, that I just don't know how to put down.  All I know is that the church that I am at is the most powerful and amazing churches I have ever stepped foot into.  AWESOME is my GOD.