i live in lists.

so this is what i think about it, in list form of course.  it's how i live my life. 

1. cleaning makes me happy. 
2. i want it to be summer and not raining. 
3. i found my jump drive which makes me extremely happy.
4. anna, shayne and i pretty much make the best "Gangsta Gone" commercials ever.
5. i have a life because i knew if i didn't make it myself, i would go crazy.
6. i wish anna and i had a better friendship.
7. sometimes it is funny to watch drama in front of me and not be involved in it.
8. i am going to be more dedicated, i just have to find the passion.
9. the passion is there, i just have subdued it for too long. 
10. life changes, sometimes too fast, sometimes too slow. 
11. i wish i could be his friend. this month has been the best and the hardest ever, honestly.
12. living in this house for a month without my mom is going to be hard. 
13. i want my dad back.
14. i want to be a better accounting person.
15. i have a bruise on my shin from praying on hardwood floor.
16. sometimes i worry that i'm not cool enough to hang out with her.
17. it's going to be hard leaving home, again. 
18. i just want God's will in my life.  to have clarification on that would be grand.
19. i gave a kid a ride home today because he was walking home in the rain after school. 
20. a little piece of me will always love him. 
21. Christopher Broadwell is one amazing kid. 
22. sometimes i wish that i was already a big kid and had a big kid job, but then i think that i couldn't be lazy so that wouldn't work.
23. i live beyond my means. i am not ok with this. 
24. Becker review scares me.
25. CPA scares me.
26. you have the same favorite cake as me....it's a sign.
27. rain is retarded.
28. i love amazing clothes and have a shopping tendency to prove it.
29. Jesus is cool.
30. i want to hear God.